I think I may have found a new home.

http://jesskim81.blogspot.com

We'll see how it pans out.

My week's gotten off to a good start.  I spent another day with Ryan. We both had the day off from work - what better way to spend it than together? We watched Garden State and Bubba Ho-Tep. Then we ate fried chicken because I said I wanted to eat something very bad for me.

I showed Ryan what I got (him) for Valentine's Day - I just had to, there was no way I could keep that a secret for too long.  I was a little apprehensive about showing him because I didn't know how he would react. Well, I hope I can pull this off (quite literally) and give him the most wondeful weekend next month. I've already started rehearsing.  I want things to go smoothly, I have to practice. I keep blushing.

Currently Reading The Rule of Four By Ian Caldwell, Dustin Thomason see related

Well, I've had an awesome weekend.  Friday night, I hung out with Ryan and consoled him. He did lose a car, you know.  He looked and sounded so sad when I saw him. I know he feels a little better now because he's already started looking for a new car. Hehe, he's a guy - who am I to stop him?

With less than a month away, I've started planning for Valentine's Day. It'll be special this year because it's just a week-and-a-half after our eighteen-month anniversary.  I have my plans to surprise him in motion. I'm going to have to ask him for his keys again, so I can set things up. I wish we could go away for the weekend, I think I'd feel less self-conscious about what I'm going to do.  But his apartment is as good a place as any for this. And he still has the heart lights that I strung up above his bed. I just want things to go well. I'm already nervous.

 Ryan's day got off to a bad start... Tonight's mission: smother with hugs.

Well, not much else going on today. It's Friday, that's the best part. I have a few more before I drive up to Ryan's. Hmm... I'll probably work a little until then. I have some ideas that I want to try with the kids.